and for the record, today God my hair looks great.
God you are all providing. you know the deepest pits of my heart God. and you know that I need love and affection that is worthy of my love. and you know God that I need a family one day. You haven’t forgotten.
I thank you God for my life, for having saved me and shown me how to grow and seek out a relationship that works for me. because i know that I am beautiful God, i am a beautiful, worthy image of you.
I confess God that i try to take things into my own hands God, that I am lonely and not willing and afraid to find love and acceptance and companionship in You and under your wings God.
I confess God that I am hurting and tangled up in lies from my ex boyfriend God. ex boyfriend. I confess oh GOd that I do not have enough trust and faith that you really are leading me down on the right path to find and marry the right person, the best person for me oh God.
and I ask GOd that you carry me today and always GOd, stay near to me GOd for you are all that can satisfy me. I ask that you gurad me and provide for me a way to not feel alone and rejected but to let it go and bea beautiful and creative for You today, GOd to focus on You alone and why the hell I am doing this for you anyways GOd.
I still love you.
Jackie.
